RANTS

2011-09-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

I had a dream last night. In the dream, I was crying. And I woke up, sobbing.

2011-07-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

It's kinda funny how every time I listen to I Don't Care, I'm reminded of you and all the stupid things I did, and as I sing along to the chorus, a small voice in my head says, "But I do care."

2011-06-26T22:52:00.005+08:00

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F.T Island - Hello Hello

2011-05-25T22:18:00.004+08:00

OMG DAEBAK YAAAAA.

Okay I really love this song, so I'll start off with the not-so-good first. Initially I was so excited for this song as I was expecting an awesome guitar solo like the one in the teaser. So I was quite disappointed that in the full song, the guitar is just in the background and actually not a solo at all. BUT then again, I really like the whole song and the awesome guitar can still be heard, so I don't mind it much XD.

The verses of the song sound quirky with the acoustic guitar; love it! It's so unexpected. And like I said, I absolutely LOVE the guitar. Can't wait for Jonghun to kill it on stage! All the instruments are great, basically. Hongki sounds so AWESOME in this song. I mean, he always sounds awesome, but really, try having someone else sing this song and I bet it wouldn't sound half as good. The song is like made for Hongki to sing! Jaejin and Seunghyun's rapping are good too. And I like how this song doesn't sound that whiny and yet is really emotional. I like the lyrics too, somehow. I just love everything about the song, WHAT.

The boys are looking gorgeous too! Hongki's hair cut/colour and black nail polish remind me of his After Love look haha. Jonghun looks sooo good with that ponytail! Wished there was more Minhwan in the MV but he's looking good like everyone else is hehe.

I have a feeling this song is gonna do very well! FTI hwaiting ♥♥♥.

周杰倫 - 麦烝玮（我叫小麦）

2011-05-18T23:01:00.009+08:00

LOL OMG JAY. I LOVE YOU.

Jay composed (he edited Lara's song, 我不再怕) and wrote this song and directed the MV. What can I say? Even such a song that was made for laughs sound so damn good! Jay's spontaneity is one of the many reasons why I love him ^__^. I've been listening to nothing but this song since I heard it a few hours ago, even though I was looping Beast's AWESOME new album then lol. Jay sounds totally good in this song too! If only I can strip away the autotune ^^;;. And both the song and MV are SO HILARIOUS LMAO. Sigh, only Jay can make me laugh so much with his songs :)).

One word: 屌!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR JAY'S NEW ALBUM OMG. But Jay, don't you dare autotune your new songs okayyyyy! Consider yourself warned LMAO XD.

Beast 1st Album - Fiction And Fact

2011-05-17T21:48:00.017+08:00

Finally, after four mini albums, Beast has released a full-length album! I thought they were never going to release one and just keep releasing mini albums lol.

I can't get over how awesome all the boys sound SIGH. They all just sound really amazing and their songs now have a distinctive Beast flavour that sets them apart from the other gazillion songs in the KPop scene now. So I'm just gonna put this first: I love this album. It's great, it's awesome, it's SO BEAST.

I think Dongwoon is now officially the 2nd main vocal, along with Hyunseung :). They take turns singing the first part of the choruses, while Yoseob sings the second part. It's such a big upgrade for him since even up to Lights Go On Again, he used to be the member with the least lines. It just goes to show how much he has improved and that the company recognises that as well ^__^. I still remember how he used to sound kinda stiff in Beast's early days. Look at how great he sounds now; I'm so proud of him!

A complaint, though: it's great that Dongwoon is getting a lot more lines, but in exchange, Kikwang is getting sooo little lines! It's like equivalent to what Dongwoon used to get. Cube, can't you just distribute the lines a little more evenly? x___x

1. The Fact

As always, Beast's intro songs are good. Yoseob kills me with his part omg. My favourite part is probably Kikwang's repeated "It's a lie" and "This isn't the truth" though lol. It's kinda haunting.

2. Fiction

I already spazzed about it at length here, so I won't repeat it here. But I didn't mention how awesome the boys' falsettos are. And Doojoon sounded like he was about to break down during his part at 3:17; it sounds so sad :(. Anyway, I really love this song ♥.

3. Back To You

At first this song didn't do anything to me, to be honest. But after a few listens, it grew on me. It's such a catchy song! Don't be fooled, though; the lyrics are sad :/. Love the heavy beats in the bridge! OMG there's autotune in the chorus! Beast never used to use autotune, but since it's really not much and it complements the song, I guess it's alright ^^.

4. You

Such a sweet, warm song! Dongwoon's voice in the beginning sounds so good ^__^. Ahh I love this song. "You, you, you~"

5. Freeze

Junhyung personally composed, wrote and arranged this song! He's always done a great job writing his raps, so it's a not a surprise that he'd write good lyrics, but it's so unexpected that he'd compose such an adorable song lol SO CUTE XDD. He did a good job though :). I'm looking forward to seeing more of his works in the future!

6. Virus

One of my favourite songs in the whole album! It's reaaally good. Love the distinctive beat and the whole feel of the song. Yoseob's rock-ish voice in the last chorus = LOVE. I always spazz over it every time I listen to the song; I can never get over that, so don't bother telling me to XD. That high note near the end is omg! I think that's Yoseob, but I'm not entirely sure. Whoever it is, it's amazing yo~. And I love the lyrics even though they're so sad sigh.

7. 불러보지만 (Calling You)

I like the rock-ish edge in Yoseob's voice in this song ^___^. And his long note near the end is great!

8. 비가 오는 날엔 (On Rainy Days)

THIS SONG. It's one of the songs in my "poison" playlist lmao. It's SO SAD. The lyrics kill omg. But it's really, really awesome. The members expressed the emotions of the song really well. There was news saying that the recording of this song had to be stopped a few times 'cos the members cried. Sigh, I totally understand. Anyway, Yoseob's falsettos give me goosebumps. And the whole song sounds so peaceful; just like the title, it's the perfect song to listen to during rainy days. Love the guitar throughout the song.

9. Lightless (Unplugged Ver.)

Beast sang this during their concert! I really like this version. Love how the heavy beats in the original song are replaced by guitar and percussion, and the more soothing way the members sing the song. Dongwoon sounds so emotional in his part. I loved the original song, but I really like this too! I can't decide which is better so DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE.

10. Fiction (Orchestra Ver.)

One word: AWESOME. It's an orchestra version, which means lotsa awesome instruments. And because the beats are all stripped down, the boys' voices really shine here. I usually don't even bother listening to remixes/whatever versions of the same song 'cos I usually like the original version the best anyway, but Beast make reeeeally good new versions of their songs.

I'm so proud to be a B2uty :).

Beast - Fiction

2011-05-17T13:08:00.007+08:00

OMGOMGOMG.

Firstly, I love this song! LOVE that little melody on piano in the beginning that keeps getting repeated throughout the song. It's sooooo nice! Well basically this song has awesome piano. And the sound of writing on a parchment is a nice touch. Can someone make me an instrumental only version of this song please omg!

The thing I always love about Beast's songs is that they are really tight -- not one second of the songs feel like a waste. There are enough instruments and sounds layering the song in the background that serve as solid foundations for the members' voices, plus heavy beats throughout the song. So to be able to appreciate the song one has to listen to the whole song, complete with the instruments and all, and not just the voices. And I love that. I think Junhyung's rapping plays a part in that as well, especially when he's rapping over another member's singing. And how amazing are the boys' voices here?! Yoseob is flawless as always and I can never profess my love enough to him, but the other members sound just as good! Dongwoon has improved a lot and I'm so proud of him :).

Secondly, the choreography is awesome! The footwork part is amazing and it looks totally chill and cool in my opinion. Plus it's quite unlike any choreography others have done, so it's something new and is sure to be remembered easily by the viewers. It may look like just feet shuffling, but according to the members' tweets, it's very hard to learn ^^;;. And of course Beast has neat group dance, but we'll have to wait for the live performance to see it more clearly. But anyway, Prepix+Beast FTW!

Thirdly, the boys look hella gorgeous in the MV! Really like Hyunseung's slick short cut and orange hair. He has the best hair this time round, I think ^_____^. Junhyung, I have clearly forgotten how hot he looks when he's rapping, especially with eyeliner on asdfghjkl. I'm not really diggin' Kikwang's tan 'cos it makes him look way too serious when in fact he's a squishy innocent adorable kid, but hey he still looks good so it's okay XD.

Lastly, the MV itself. I like that set where the boys are dancing in army-colour-looking clothes! Awesome lighting. The tunnel-looking set reminds me of Shock MV and the one with sunset colours looks like the one in Bad Girl MV dance break part. Junhyung's hair in that sunset set also looks like the one in Bad Girl lol XD. Doojoon's look at 0:51 and 3:27 will HAUNT ME FOR LIFE OMG. And and Park Bo Young is SOOOO PRETTY *__*.

Can't wait for their comeback stage! Sigh. BEAST IS THE B2ST.

張芸京 - 偏愛

2011-05-05T00:37:00.004+08:00

I think this might just be my favourite song of hers :). It changes quite frequently, actually; somehow at different times I tend to listen repeatedly to one song of hers. At first it was 讓我照顧你, then 1030, then when the second album was released it was 相反的我 and 我不愛你了. Now it's back to this song from her first album, 偏愛, and I don't know, the way 阿京 sings this song just gets to me, every time. Her voice, man. It's amazing.

I love her. I really do :).

Dream High

2011-05-04T18:19:00.005+08:00

(Dramawiki)

I know that everyone has probably watched this drama, but I'm just going to say that if you haven't already, GO WATCH IT. It's really, really good.

The only thing I can criticise about this drama is the lacklustre acting in a few scenes by some of the actors. Most of the time they did well, though. But just for this reason, this drama can't quite make it into my favourite dramas of all time. Still, it's probably one of the dramas I most enjoyed watching :).

I want to whine that I had wanted a different main pair to get together in the end because they had been with each other through their most difficult moments and they knew each other, but even as I'm typing this I realise that the same can be said for the other couple, so I'll shut up and grudgingly congratulate them for finding each other XD. (Who am I kidding, I like them together actually ^^.)

My favourite scenes out of the whole drama are the singing/dancing ones, because that highlights what the whole drama is about: the kids' passion for music. The songs are good too! (One example.) And well, probably the Jason/Pilsuk scenes as well, which made me squeal till no end at the cute. Or the bro/sismance between all the characters, which are adorable and hilarious at the same time. Or how totally awesome some of the characters are (Teacher Kang!), by themselves. Okay I'm listing practically everything, because I really do love everything about this drama :). The writers did a splendid job in writing the storyline and characters!

Just watch it ^^.

JYP - 못 잊은거죠 (Can't Forget) (If)

2011-05-03T18:28:00.002+08:00

Says who?

Sigh.

I love Yoseob.

2011-05-01T15:11:00.001+08:00

Just putting this here 'cos it's a fact, haha ^^.

2011-04-20T22:02:00.001+08:00

I LOVE GREY'S ANATOMY. It's so goddamn HILARIOUS omg!

Big Bang - Love Song

2011-04-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

Finally, a Big Bang song that I LOVE, after a long time ^^. My favourite line? The repeated, "I hate this love song" LOL. I like the whole song's lyrics actually. The MV is kinda irrelevant though haha.

I realised that when it comes to the members' solo works, I like Taeyang's far more than the rest, but in Big Bang, I like G-Dragon, G-Dragon, G-DRAGON. His swagger is just off the charts; he owns the stage and the camera. Still, it's outrageous how little Daesung gets to sing in each song. OUTRAGEOUS.

Code Blue Season 2

2011-04-12T16:30:00.001+08:00

(Dramawiki)

This drama is BAD FOR MY HEART. I even stopped watching in the middle and put off continuing it for like 2 months lol. Seriously, I can't watch this drama without doing something else at the same time, be it surfing internet/eating/whatever. Otherwise I'd be crying my eyes out every 5 minutes. Okay that was an exaggeration, but still. One episode is 45 minutes long, but for it it takes more than one hour to finish it, because I have to keep pausing. Is the scriptwriter's aim to squeeze the viewers' tears dry or what?!

Nevertheless, Code Blue is always good hehe :).

I love Aizawa. He's very perceptive. His actions speak way louder than his words, but when he does speak, his words cut like a knife. And I love how he refers to all his patients by their names. Anyway, Yamapi looks different here; his face looks more.. sculpted, somehow. Does every guy's face gets more sculpted as he gets older? (Like Won Bin's lol.) Or maybe he just lost some weight. And did I mention that he has pretty hands? XD

Aragaki Yui is so pretty :)). She doesn't look glamorous or anything; she puts on simple make-up and her clothes are plain, but she still looks pretty. How do I put this, she looks flawless.

I like Fujikawa! He's the only one who's always smiling in this drama LOL.

Eminem (feat. Rihanna) - Love The Way You Lie

2011-04-09T20:45:00.001+08:00

I have two choices.

2011-04-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

First is to accept the way my weight now and be happy with the way I look, and second is to lose weight until I'm happy with my looks. You might think that the first option is a much easier way out, but in fact, it is just as hard as the second. Otherwise I wouldn't have been trying to lose weight all these years. Since both are just as hard, I'd rather work hard to lose weight.

But damnnnn, losing weight is really difficult.

2011-04-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

I'm not happy.

我真的好爱張芸京喔。

2011-04-03T02:21:00.009+08:00

I fall for her each time I hear her sing live. I'm not even exaggerating. She's just really, really talented and you can tell that she loves music. And she's utterly adorable :).

But I'll spazz about her singing another time. These days I've been watching videos of her with guys LOL.

I like 阿京 with a lot of guys XD. I think it's because she's just really comfortable around guys, so she's cute with just about any guy haha. And I noticed that in various periods of time, she seems closer to different guys. Or maybe it's just because of the promotion period so she interacts more and hence is associated with one guy at a time.

Like during 超偶 and before the first album it was 黄文星. The thing about these two is, they openly flirt with each other A LOT!

It's all harmless flirting though. They're as close as brothers haha. But he's attached now and I never shipped them together to begin with *whistles*.

After she filmed 讓我照顧你 MV and during the first album promotions it was 七零.

七零 kept saying that 阿京 is "正" LOL; I really think that he did feel something for her XDD.

SO adorable! :3

But the thing about this pairing is, 七零 is from China and lives there. Also, she's older than him and is his senior, and somehow I think she's been treating him like a younger brother/junior. So even though 七零 seems to like her (back then, at least), I don't think they will get together.

During 相反的我 promotion period she seemed to have gotten closer to 小猪, which I have totally spazzed about before. But their relationship has been that of a 师兄-师妹; it started that way, and even though at that time I thought that 阿京 might like him, I think their relationship is gonna remain that way.

But since 義氣, I've been liking her with 敖犬 a lot! Actually that was in August/September last year, but I only watched the videos recently lol /FAIL.

He's so playful haha XD. The two are so natural together!

She said 敖犬 is the first male lead in her MVs. Then what is 七零 :X.

敖犬 was smiling all the time haha! AND didn't it look like he was gonna hug her when he rushed out towards her? XD I think it was this video that made me feel that it's not impossible for something to develop between them hehe ^^.

I spazzed SO hard at 3-4 minute HAHAHA.

I don't know, I've been watching videos of their interactions and smiling like an idiot, as if I'm on drugs XP. But I've exhausted all their videos on Youtube! 怎么办? D:

The conclusion is, I want 阿京 to have a boyfrienddd! I'll be elated if it's 敖犬 (or 小猪/七零), but as long as she's happy, I'll be happy for her ^^. I reeeeally hope that she and 敖犬 can get together though! XD

何維健 - 當我知道你們相愛

2011-03-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

He's gonna be big :).

2011-03-28T14:52:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I laugh at how simple-minded I can be; I'd get really happy over little things, like when my mum puts my favourite bedsheets on XD.

It's kinda funny how..

2011-03-27T14:24:00.003+08:00

..when I liked Yoseob, I had 1001 reasons to like him and none to not like him, and as time passes even though I'm still a big fan, I'm discovering some flaws of his and realise that he's not perfect. But when I liked Wooyoung, I didn't have any reason to like him but I did, and now even though I don't like him in that way anymore, I'm finding some reasons to like him as a 2D person.

Uh I don't really know what the point of this post is lmao.

Juui Dolittle

2011-03-25T00:17:00.012+08:00

(Dramawiki)

The reunion of Rui and Makino!!! Ahem. Shun and Narimiya Hiroki are good friends!!! Ahem sorry. Let's get this right. This drama is about vets and pets, two words which can't be separated from each other and also rhyme! LOL SORRY. Not in the right mind now. It's rare that a cast gets me this excited about a drama right from the start haha! XD

Shun acts as Tottori, a vet of first-rate surgery skills with has a sharp tongue who charges outrageously high rates for his services. He's, how do I put this, tsundere. He is merciless with his words, but he talks sense and he's essentially a kind person. I don't necessarily agree with his view that veterinary is a business, but hey, he's a damn good vet, so I'll let that slide. It's hilarious how he's always munching on veggies LOL; I should follow his footsteps and be healthy XD. I, uh, hate Shun's hair here 'cos it looks like it's supposed to look naturally messy but it's just messy without the natural bit, but I love him so that's okay; he still looks good XD. And as always, Shun delivered a solid performance! I love how Tottori's character is apparent in everything he does, right down to his walking; he was just so consistent. And even though Tottori comes across as being emotionally stunted, you can tell that there's something beneath that cold-hard exterior. His eyes are gentle, especially when he looks at animals. Shun is great.

Mao acts as Tajima Asuka, an animal-loving person who, because of her debt, came to work for Tottori as an assistant. She's a kind-hearted, innocent girl who was still finding her own path in life before she met Tottori. Mao is soooo pretty and adorable; I love her eyes! And her complexion. And everything, really. I think her eyes are great assets for her acting; she looks very convincing with that big eyes and unwavering gaze of hers.

Then there's Narimiya Hiroki, acting as Hanabishi, who is nicknamed the "Charisma Vet" and drives a bright red sports car ~~and who's basically just a carbon copy of someone it's not even funny and the heaven is totally making fun of me~~.

Anyway. He has a trauma of surgeries because he made a mistake in one involving his own pet, which resulted in its death. I think Narimiya Hiroki did a really good job portraying Hanabishi's emotional struggles with his trauma.

As a whole, we get a lot of heartwarming scenes with adorable animals and moments for viewers to reflect on the way they have been treating their pets. The story can get a little draggy sometimes, but I liked this drama, and I'm not even an animal lover :). The main pull is definitely the main actors though XD.

Neeways, apparently Shun's next drama is gonna have Fujiwara Tatsuya (the guy acting as Light in Death Note) as well! I always thought that he looks like Shun LOL this is gonna be interesting~.

2011-03-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

I realised that I hate the word "normal".

I like 阿京 with 敖犬 too!

2011-02-24T23:32:00.003+08:00

Just sayin' XD.

I love 張芸京 ^^.

Why is she not having her concert in Singapore ;_____;.

Baek Ji Young - 그여자 (That Woman)

2011-02-22T13:06:00.002+08:00

I'm watching Secret Garden hehe ^^. This is such a nice song :'). Baek Ji Young's voice is really distinguishable, somehow; I knew it was her even though I've only heard her voice in one song before haha. The drama has lotsa other nice soundtracks too!

Pink - Fuckin' Perfect

2011-02-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

Love this song!

張芸京 - 情人結

2011-02-12T22:21:00.004+08:00

張芸京! I love her~. I love her voice and I like her style in this MV! This song has a really beautiful piano melody running in the background :).

How is it possible that she's getting prettier and prettier *_________*. She looks so.. peaceful in this MV; totally gorgeous.

I LOVE JAY CHOU. FOREVER AND EVER.

2011-01-20T16:42:00.002+08:00

Just wanna put this here XD.

My Girlfriend Is a Gumiho

2011-01-17T15:22:00.003+08:00

(Dramawiki)

While at first sight the plot of this drama seems borderline ridiculous, once you get past that, you'll find yourself really enjoying the ride. The acting of the cast is awesome, there is a good number of eye-candies (No Min Woo! I die at the pretty *__*), the way the story develops is great and there are some really touching dialogues (like this one). I love the way the emotions are displayed; the actors' acting and the lines make them seem to be real. This drama is different from average dramas, in a good way. It has minimal of those overused, frustrating cliches that we usually see in other dramas, but retains the fluff and the tension. It is a really, really good drama. Watch it!

I've always had a soft spot for Lee Seung Gi, but after this drama, I've become a fan, hehe. Not only is he a good singer and MC, he acts very well too! It helps that his character here is more likeable than that in Brilliant Legacy. I think I'm gonna be watching his future dramas ^__^.

I also need to mention the cameo of 3 You're Beautiful casts: UEE, Park Shin Hye and Hongki, in their respective YB roles. I totally squealed seeing Jeremy again HAHAHA XD.

That's love.

2011-01-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

Mi Ho: Is it okay that I’m different from you?

Dae Woong: It’s not okay. It’s absurd and outrageous and crazy, but I like you. I don’t like you because it’s okay to like you — it’s that because I like you, everything’s okay.

2011-01-07T21:24:00.005+08:00

I got into fandoms for the music, for the personalities, for the crack and laughter. I got into fandoms for entertainment. I like songs, dramas and movies that can make me cry, but I don't need drama in real life.

Back then when there were lotsa controversies surrounding Jaebum's departure from 2PM, I lost interest in the band. Besides, honestly speaking, though the members were entertaining, 2PM's music didn't appeal to me then. Now that things have settled down can I really sit down and give 2PM and its current music a chance, without having to fret over those issues.

Now bigger problems are happening to DBSK. It used to be just lawyers and representatives talking, but now the members themselves are starting to talk. Even their friends are speaking out. We don't know the whole picture, and that is equivalent to not knowing anything at all. I can't judge who is right and who is wrong, and the thing is, I'm not sure I want to. All I want to know is whether they'll ever be together again. I used to think that I'd support all of them, no matter as five, three or two, but right now, I can't. It hurts too much. I don't know what hurts more, listening to old DBSK songs that I know and love or listening to new JYJ/DBSK songs that I'm not familiar with and don't even like.

The DBSK that I fell in love with had five members who were each other's pillars of support, who went through everything together and were closer to each other than real family members are. The DBSK that I fell in love with did not sound like JYJ, or the current DBSK. These two groups are foreign to me; I don't know them. With DBSK, as a fan, I'd have an obligation to listen to their songs over a period of time, after which even the ones I didn't like after the first listen tend to grow on me. But with these two groups, I don't have such an obligation. I don't have to force myself to repeatedly listen to their songs, which bring to me nothing but sadness.

I'm not blaming the members, for I'm sure they're hurting much, much more than I am. They have the right to say whatever they want without having to consider the impact their words, which can be as short as 140 letters, might have on their fans. But right now, I can't close my eyes and ears and "keep the faith", because with whatever that is happening, it doesn't even seem like the members are keeping the faith.

The 2PM I know now has 6 members, and I like that just fine. I still think that Jaebum is great and I'll support his works if they are to my liking. Similarly, maybe, after DBSK clearly states their stand and things have calmed down, I'll give them another listen, whether it's as one or two groups. It'll take a while, though, since the emotional attachment I had with 2PM can't even begin to be compared to that I had with DBSK.

But for now, I'll opt for other artists; the ones whose songs make me smile because of the sweetness of the melody or cry because of the sheer emotion in their voices, the ones who make me laugh at their antics without feeling sad because it's just not the same anymore.

Be strong, Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin.

Two new songs recently released ^^.

2010-12-29T22:37:00.004+08:00

Lisa & Brian - 우린 친구가 될 수 없어 -- It's a cute song ^^.

Hwanhee & May Doni - 남남 (Strangers)

Hwanheeeee! I've missed his voice :)). I have no idea who May Doni is, but she's got a nice voice and sings very well too. Their voices complement each other's well!

Yesung & Luna - 너를 사랑하고 (And I Love You)

I totally squealed when I saw this duet; Yesung and Luna are both awesome singers :)). I don't think I need to say how much I love Yesung('s voice), but I actually really like Luna too; she's one of my favourites out of all the girl groups ^^. Her voice is lovely ♥♥♥. I especially love her parts in this song. And this is a great ballad! Even though coming from me, that's extremely not trustworthy, but it is really nice hehe :).

Time to buy another Mnet card XP.

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

2010-12-16T17:00:00.004+08:00

The sweetest song of the decade :)). This song is so relevant, because someone you love would always look perfect in your eyes, even with his/her imperfections.

Bruno Mars is freakin' AMAZING live. He sounds even better live than on records. He's going to be so big, I know it.

Just The Way You Are

2 3

Grenade MV | 1 2

Seriously, if he comes to Singapore I am SO going. And I only know two songs of his, mind.

Interviews of 2PM and MBLAQ in Singapore with ScanationSG

2010-12-13T12:40:00.003+08:00

MBLAQ

LOL they are so hilarious! G.O is so random LMAO he made me laugh so much! Oh anyway after the concert, G.O became my favourite member! Not that it matters actually since I'm not even a fan of MBLAQ XP.

2PM

Taecyeon's answer to what he'd do when he falls for someone at first sight was SO funny: "I would probably yell something out loud, or do something crazy to get her attention, and she'll be like, 'What a crazy person', she'll walk away. HAHAHA that's so Taecyeon-like. Anyway I'm in the midst of watching Wild Bunny (along with SHINee's Hello Baby ^^) and I like Taecyeon! Despite his image and appearance, he's really a dear :).

Younha - 내 남자친구를 부탁해 (Please Take Care of My Boyfriend)

2010-12-09T15:51:00.004+08:00

Younha is back with a new EP! It consists of songs she had previously released as a single or OSTs, including an acoustic version of Waiting, which is so pretty :)). The pictures in the album jacket are totally gorgeous *___*. This song is the only new song. It's a very nice ballad, but it's really sad, like most of her ballads are. Check out the perfect live performance too!

The MV is adorable, but the ending was sad :(. Younha was sooo adorable at 0:56 XD. Kim Dong Wook! He's that "MY CHANNNN" guy in Coffee Prince hehe I like him.

Anyway, the title of the song is so similar to Beast's 내 여자친구를 부탁해 (Take Care Of My Girlfriend). I hope they will have a special stage or something someday; I'll die happy then XDD.

Playful Kiss

2010-12-07T22:11:00.013+08:00

(Dramawiki)

It's a very cute drama! The story is lackluster because of the lack of conflict; everything seems too ordinary. There were some potentially interesting plots which were not developed and was left hanging or ended too abruptly, and sometimes the editing feels choppy. But then again, it has a lot of cute moments which made me smile ^^. After he 16 episodes, be sure to watch the Youtube Special Edition, Making Film and Baek Seung Jo's Diary, all in glorious HD and English-subbed, on the official Youtube channel! Especially the Making Film, 'cos Hyunjoong is ever-hilarious and him and Jung So Min are cute together!

Hyunjoong did well in portraying Seung Jo :). His scenes seemed natural and save for a couple of scenes (because I'm picky that way), the emotions were well played out. The subtle changes in emotion, like a simple curt or the little smiles, were great. I think he improved a lot since Boys Over Flowers. Of course, there's still lotsa room for improvement, especially for the more intense emotions, but I believe he can do it!

And Hyunjoong is the most perfect-looking being on Earth, for real. I mean, seriously, how can one look so insanely gorgeous?! When his hair is wet, I go into total spazzy mode LOL. And when he looks at Ha Ni in a taunting way, I DIE OKAY. His eyes, his smile... I can go on and on and on, but I shall restrain myself haha. Just, GUH *___*. But perfect Hyunjoong aside, Seung Jo is far from being perfect. He's stubborn as a mule and is also a narcissist. But well, I'd kill to have his brain. ROFL.

Jung So Min did really well as Ha Ni, I thought. She was so sincere, so genuine that one can't help but feel for her, even though Ha Ni was so frustratingly annoying sometimes. Her smile is just so real, you can feel yourself smiling with her. And she looks very cute! She looks like Yoon Eun Hye from some angles haha. Her hair is very pretty; it looks really smooth and nice :D.

Seung Jo is a genius with an equally high EQ on normal days, but he likes -- and I mean he gets satisfaction from -- torturing Ha Ni. He said it himself, "It's fun. I live to tease Oh Ha Ni." It so childish 'cos he's like a little kid who can't own up to his feelings, just has to hav

e things his way and never admits to defeat. But I guess that's his way of expressing affection, which albeit questionable, is rather adorable. To us viewers, at least; I think if I were Ha Ni I'd be suuuuper annoyed lol. Still, I think it's a fresh change how in this version, we can clearly see Seung Jo's feelings for Ha Ni growing, even though she didn't find out until much later. And if we were to look closely into their relationship, actually Ha Ni is the one who always gets her way, even if she may not realise it herself haha XD.

At this point, I need to rant. Why do so many people keep asking why Seung Jo loves Ha Ni? I mean, I get that he seems perfect and she, in comparison, hardly seems like someone he would fall for. But people, have you ever experienced what love is like? You don't need a reason to love someone; love knows no reason.

Bong Joon Gu is very likeable! He's a really devoted, sweet guy. His accent is kinda cute too haha. He's just really similar to Ha Ni, though, so he can be embarrassing at times XP. He had that reeeeally ridiculous Elvis hair for a good half of the drama, but after his make-over he looked really good too! I'm happy that he got his own happy ending in the end ^^.

Hae Ra is totally the female version of Seung Jo. How can two people be so alike? Anyway, she is not hateful or anything, but sometimes I suspect she has a bit of a bipolar personality LOL. Lee Si Young is so tall and skinny! And pretty too. I didn't even know that she broke up with Junjin already :/.

Isn't Seung Jo's little brother, Eun Jo, like, the most adorable thing EVER? He's like, such a brat, but he's actually really sweet and shy! He's mature for his age, sensitive, smart and very reliable when the time calls for it. He is my favourite character in this whole drama XDD. LOLOL am I turning into a pedo now?! HAHAHA. But really, I like him a lot! He's such a dear :). And he looks like the mini version of Kim Hyun Joon from V.O.S lol. And and and he's just SOOOO CUTE! And I'm gonna ignore the very last scene of Eun Jo at the ending which shows that he's probably gonna grow up like Seung Jo LOL.

The Baek brothers are adorable okay XD.

I like the other cast members too! Especially Seung Jo's parents. His mum is so cool, but scary in a way haha ^^;;. His father is cute hehehe. The actor who plays Ha Ni's dad is really good at acting too. Oh and Kyung Soo sunbae! He's really kind :).

I think the ending is TOO HAPPY LMAO. Like, everyone has his/her happy ending! That's so unrealistic hahaha. But well, it's a drama so I guess it's fine ^^;;.

Miscellaneous adorable pictures!

041210 Mnet Ultimate Live Asia in Singapore

2010-12-05T02:00:00.006+08:00

The sound system sucked. It totally did not do their voices justice, and I'm angry at that :/. (Or maybe because I was standing directly in front of the speaker, since somehow in my fancams the sound was actually not as bad as I thought it was.) Still, even with the mic glitches and horrible speaker, the artists did well. I had lotsa fun! We were very close to the stage and a lot of times we could see them quite clearly :). All of them look the same as they do on screen, which means that they look damn good XD.

First was MBLAQ! Lee Joon is so good-looking *__*. His dance solo was awesome! G.O is a really good singer. I was so surprised to realise that he looks a lot like Rain lol.

Next was Miss A! Suzy didn't come, but the other 3 members did well all the same. I felt that they weren't receiving enough cheers so even though I'm not a fan, I cheered for them really loudly hehe. During their performances there were quite a number of mic glitches; organiser/sound manager/whoever I'm looking at you -.-. Anyway, because Min is from America while Jia and Fei are from China, they totally did not need any translator haha!

Third was 2AM! They performed 7 songs. Gosh they were totally amazing IDE *___*. You Wouldn't Answer My Calls almost sent me straight to heaven HAHA. I nearly cried a few times because of Jokwon's singing too. Aside from his incredible vocals he danced girl group dances and some ssanti dances too; he's just too awesome hahaha! Changmin was speaking in English, which surprised me ^^. The members each gave out a teddy bear to the audience too!

Next was Beast! They were wearing their yellow set of Beautiful outfit. They performed 9 songs, which was awesome. They performed well! One of the songs was Clenching A Tight Fist, which made me giddy with happiness 'cos I really love that song and the members hit all the right notes, but also irritated again because of the sound system D:<. Hyunseung was receiving way too little cheers (it made me a little mad, even though he isn't even my bias -.-), so I cheered as much as I could for him. He sounded really good! Dongwoon was so friendly to the fans as usual; he's such a dear :D. Yoseob pulled off the "I don't know~" in Breath perfectly omg I'm so happy to finally witness it live. He didn't look that energetic, though, which is obviously because he is really tired :(. Sigh I'm really worried about him :/. Beast has a craaazy schedule. Be strong, boys!

Last was 2PM! They received the loudest cheers for the night, and every member got lotsa cheers. They performed a whopping 12 songs, had a few changes of costume, put on angel wings for one song and gave out roses. They were the best in ensuring all of us could get a clear view of them, as they went to all parts of the stage, stayed for some time and then switched sides. Honestly speaking I was really tired after cheering with all my might for Beast, but surprisingly, I recovered and found myself enjoying their performances. I really should have taken more fancams of them, but I was really too tired ^^;;. Nichkhun is simply flawless guh, and there's something charming about Taecyeon. Somehow my eyes kept finding Wooyoung, though, I don't even know why XP.

I took a lot of fancams, but because they were all taken using my phone, the picture and sound quality are bad =X. I realised that my Beast fancams are so shaky since I was so distracted because they kept running around and I was cheering too; they are painful to watch lol ^^;;.

I gave a few "firsts" to this concert; the first time staying out for something other than a school camp, the first time some stranger made a pass at me (lol it was hilarious), the first time I tried queuing overnight for something, the first time I went for a full free-standing concert. All in all, I really enjoyed this concert, but really, next time, there's no more queuing overnight/super early for me! I'll just come like one hour before the official queue starts and be contented about being able to listen to them live. Yeah :).

SM The Ballad - 너무 그리워 (Miss You)

2010-12-03T00:39:00.006+08:00

SM The Ballad is SM's project group which obviously sings ballads, and it consists of Jay (Trax), Kyuhyun (Super Junior), Jonghyun (SHINee) and Jino. I'm a huge sucker for ballads so in my opinion this is a genius idea, even though many people are calling them SM's version of 2AM lol.

I love this song! It's so SAD HAHAHA. I like Jay's voice; it's so soothing and emotional. Kyuhyun's voice is still as rich and gorgeous as ever too. Jonghyun... I died every time he looked into the camera with those tear-filled eyes. (1:32-1:40 and 2:09-2:11.) The picture is just so sad, so.. beautiful. Wth is wrong with me?! It's probably just the eye-drops and gorgeous lighting, LOL. But after this MV I liked Jonghyun a lot more LMAO; I think I just like singers who can express emotions in their faces too, aside from their singing. Jay seems pretty good at it too. I think Jino looks super awkward throughout this MV, but he's a newbie, so I'll cut him some slack XP. I love his last part/adlib; it's really good. They perform live really well too, by the way, as expected ^^.

잊어야 하는 건 지워야 하는 건
내겐 너무나 어려운 일이죠

나는 잊어야 하죠 그대 너무 그리워

나를 아프게 할지는 몰라도 잊어요

Yoseob & Drama - 첫 눈 그리고 첫 키스 (First Snow, First Kiss)

2010-11-29T14:24:00.008+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG. It's really downright ridiculous how happy this song makes me feel. It's such a nice, sweet song! And it's so.... warm. Yoseob and Drama have great voices and they go well together despite the contrast; Yoseob's is on the higher side and Drama's is low and deep. They're both good singers and did very well, vocally. I love the heavy beats of the song too! And I even hear electric guitar LOL AWESOME. I think I'm gonna be listening to this song on repeat for a few days haha ^^.

Anyway, Drama's real name is Daniel, and Yoseob and him have been really good friends since a long time ago. They even made UCC videos together, which are a lot of crack LOL. Yoseob debuted with Beast first, and a year later Daniel debuted with Dalmatian. (Dalmatian's debut song, Round 1, is catchy, by the way, and they perform well live!)

And the MV! I died, I died, died a thousand times over with a big smile on my face. Those smiles are so precious :)). They are both really adorable; Yoseob is obviously the cutest thing on Earth, and Drama's eye smile is really cute too! And when Yoseob was about to leave at the end, they seemed really reluctant to part. Drama even cried afterwards haha. Friendship is amazing huh?

Their "couple" name is Yoda! How cool is that lol XD. Soulmate too, actually, which is rather an apt description of their friendship, I feel. And if you haven't guessed already, Yoda is one of my OTPs, because obviously, their friendship is real ^^. I hope that they will form a duet and release singles/mini albums when they're not having activities with their respective groups, because even purely on the musical point of view, they sound really good together :D.

Just a little comment: they said at the beginning that they both don't remember their first love, or who their first love was. I don't believe that, not a single bit ^^.

SISTAR - 사랑한다고 말할까 (Should I Say I Love You)

2010-11-28T04:47:00.001+08:00

Love this song.

2010-11-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

Initially, I wanted to go to random places tomorrow. Take a random bus and see where it would take me, and continue going to other places from there. But then I decided against it, as I'm a self-acknowledged direction idiot lol. So I'm just gonna stay at home. Tonight I'll finish watching Playful Kiss, then continue watching Grey's Anatomy or re-watch Coffee Prince for the nth time, while drinking choya hehe. I'll go on watching till dawn tomorrow, then I'll sleep, and by the time I wake up two-thirds of the day will be gone.

By the way, I won't be contactable by phone tomorrow, so if you wanna contact me, your best bet would be Twitter ^^.

F.T Triple - 모르시죠 (Don't You Know)

2010-11-24T03:26:00.004+08:00

Not a new song; it's a soundtrack for God of Study, a drama that I have been meaning to watch but haven't gotten around to watching. It stars Yoo Seung Ho, who is seriously gonna turn me into a pedo noona LOLOL. Anyway, Jaejin's voice is really nice :). Love this song!

I was watching some F.T Island videos and I realised that they have really grown up since their debut days. Not just in terms of changes in physical appearance (Minhwan is growing up really nicely HAHA XD), but they have also become more mature and confident. I love F.T Island ♥♥♥. Hope they are doing well in Japan ^^.

2010-11-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

I just want to say that even though I don't spazz over F.T Island as much these days, I really love them a lot :). And I have like 123456789 videos of them I have yet to watch x__x.

Hyesung's latest works!

2010-11-20T14:05:00.005+08:00

Backtracking a few months 'cos I haven't been keeping up with his releases haha ^^;;. I just downloaded these songs from Mnet! Feels damn good to download legally HEHEHE.

안녕 그리고 안녕 (Goodbye and Goodbye) (feat. Eric and Nam Gyuri)

Hyesung's newest song, and Eric's first work after he came out of the army ^^. I love this song; it sounds really sweet and I can't help but smile when I listen to it hahahaha. Hyesung's voice is heavenly guhhhhh. And Eric's rapping is as good as always! I'm so happy to hear both of them in one song again :)). I was looking forward to hearing Nam Gyuri's voice, but there wasn't much of it lol ^^;;.

Timeless Memory

Good ol' Hyesung ballad! It's a very nice song. Apparently it's a soundtrack for the movie 무적자 (A Better Tomorrow). And is that Ju Jin Mo I see? LOL he's got really nice eyes XDD.

Ex-mind -- An upbeat song ^^. Hyesung can sing any song, I'm telling you. The MV include clips from his concert; his concert looks really fun! There were also some behind-the-scenes clips; Hyesung is a dork lol. And he looks good with his hair like that!

사랑한다면... (If You Love Me...) -- A ballad.

Gone Today -- One of the songs in the Japanese album, Find Voice in Song, that was released a few months back. It's an upbeat song with a rock-ish feel. I like!

Anyway, Dongwan is coming out on the 7th too! I'm so excited HEEEEE. Can't wait for Shinhwa to reunite again ^^.

2010-11-17T18:40:00.001+08:00

I guess I must be an M, huh.

If you just turn around, I’m here.

2010-11-16T03:09:00.001+08:00

V.O.S - 내겐 네가 흘러서.. (Because You Flow Through Me..)

2010-11-11T18:42:00.002+08:00

HOLYYYYY *______*. They sounded SO good OMG! And the notes were exactly like the recorded version. Did they eat up their CD or what?! I still can't get over how perfect they sounded. I love their voices ♥♥♥. Anyway, they both looked really good ^^.

I'm still not used to seeing only two people on stage though :((. Sigh. And Hyunjoon is enlisting into the army on the 18th. Double sigh.

張芸京 on 娛樂百分百

2010-11-10T00:45:00.016+08:00

Can't believe I didn't watch these before! I watched all the other 娛樂百分百 episodes with 張芸京 before LOL. 阿京 is adorable, really ^^. And she's cool too! And everyone should watch them just because 阿京 is awesome and 小猪 is downright hilarious XDD. And and because the three of them (阿京, 小猪 and 小鬼) have lotsa 默契!

100729 百分百聽證會

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張芸京's 聽證會s are a must-watch, yo~. I think her throat wasn't exactly in the top condition then, but she still did really well! Her voice is OMG *__________*. I especially loved her rendition of Poker Face! Literally made me have goosebumps lol.

Anyway, to be honest, all along I was quite convinced that Jing was a lesbian. (No negative connotation attached 'cos I'm open and all ^.^V.) But after watching this I really can't be sure about that, 'cos I get reeeeally strong vibes that she likes 小猪 hahahaha! She keeps facing and looking at him and it's somehow different from the way she used to. And when she laughed at something 小猪 said her hand would reach out to touch his arm, as if on reflex. And she got cuter and girlier. Or maybe I'm just looking too deeply into things. Whatever it is, if they really do get together, I APPROVE okay XDD.

100827 粉絲同樂會

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LOL apparently I wasn't the one who noticed that 阿京 seemed to like 小猪; the other fans did too and so at the beginning of this episode she declared that she was gonna stick to 小鬼 this time. Hahaha she's SO adorable! She was really adorable throughout the whole episode, actually; I still can't get over how utterly adorable she is! *fangirls* And she's really smart too keke. Her throat seemed better here as compared to the previous one; she sounded great.

And she sang 我不愛你了omg!

Here's a compilation video of her singing at another 娛樂百分百聽證會 last year. Just because she's sooooo freakin' amazing man IDEK. Her LIVEs are better than the recorded versions, and I can vouch for this 'cos I listened to her singing LIVE before ^^. I still feel bad about not being able to go to see her when she came to Singapore recently UGH.

But anyway HAHAHAHA I CAN'T STOP GRINNING LIKE AN IDIOT OMG. I have a new pair to ship, and it's a real-life one too! XDD

I think 小猪 might like 蝴蝶姐姐 though. (Who everyone knows, likes him hehe ^^.) She's very adorable and pretty and she seems like a nice person, so I also don't mind if they get together. That is if they haven't gotten together already haha! XD

Some totally LOLROFLMAO clips with 小猪!

2010-11-09T22:46:00.006+08:00

Seriously, I laughed till I teared and I was laughing so hard I could hardly breathe OMG. These clips are soooooooo freakin' hilarious! WATCH THEM NOWWWWW. Will probably edit this post if I find more haha!

李玖哲! He's so adorable and he's hilarious, albeit not intended hahahaha.

Same laughter LOL!

黃靖倫 is another adorably hilarious artist haha! 小猪 and him must be close ^^.

Laughter is contagious :). Somehow the funniest clips are the always that of people laughing haha!

10/30/2010 Mr. J頻道 (羅志祥)

2010-11-09T21:47:00.004+08:00

Apparently, Jay has his own talk show now LOLOL. 小猪 was the guest for the first episode!

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I love seeing Jay and Show together :'). And old stories are always interesting haha XDD. Honestly speaking, though, this show feels really random and if Show wasn't there, I think it wouldn't have been half as interesting LOL. Show is just soooo hilarious! Jay's make-up artist Ah Du is funny too haha.

Psst, I am actually secretly in love with 小猪. HAHAHAHAHA.

Fact #1 about myself

2010-11-08T10:16:00.001+08:00

During Beast's promotional period for Breath, I trial-ed the song on Soribada day and night, whenever I was at home. I set the volume really low and if I wanted to listen to music, I'd play it over the song. Sometimes when I had to, say, webcast a lecture whose volume would be really soft, I'd be very frustrated 'cos I'd have to stop trial-ing for the time being. Because I listened to the beginning one minute of the song so many times, sometimes I'd hear Dongwoon's adlib out of nowhere when the song wasn't actually playing.

Now since Beast has stopped their promotions for Breath, I stopped trial-ing the song. I don't listen to only Beast's songs too; I listen to random artists' songs depending on my mood. But Yoseob's "I don't know~" adlib is my handphone ringtone and my alarm tone, so needless to say, other than the times I listen to the actual song or watch performances, I hear it a lot. And it's the first thing I hear when I wake up in the morning. So somehow now like the case with Dongwoon's adlib, I'm hearing that part everywhere even when it's not actually playing.

I listened to the 30 seconds teaser of Beautiful on repeat this morning. I'm counting down to the release of Lights Go On Again tomorrow. I immediately pre-ordered it and Mastermind too, even though before I'd never have bought a mini album for $18. Even though I do like 2AM and I'm okay with 2PM and MBLAQ, if Beast wasn't coming, I wouldn't have even considered spending $180 for the Mnet Ultimate Live this coming December.

What is life? I have no life.

So fact #1: my life has been taken over by Beast.

2010-11-07T14:26:00.004+08:00

My exam starts next next Saturday. I have one project due tomorrow and one assignment due on Wednesday. I haven't started studying for my exams yet. I'm on Tumblr 24/7. My mum's gonna be on holiday to China from tomorrow till 2nd December, which means that I'll be doing household chores myself. LOL I'm so screwed.

2010-11-04T18:03:00.005+08:00

I stumbled upon a Tumblr of a SHINee fan, which had SHINee's songs playing in the background. I decided to listen for a while and was surprised to find out that I quite like all the songs o____O. I think I really should have given their songs a chance before this haha. So I'm probably going to listen to their songs in the near future haha ^^.

me.

2010-11-01T23:17:00.005+08:00

I'm not pretty or tall, am fat, my complexion isn't wonderful, I dress poorly, don't know how to and can't be bothered to make myself look better. I'm lazy, boring, selfish, cold, inconsiderate, insecure, unappreciative, skeptical, and hypocritical at times. I'm not intelligent. My stamina is bad. I know 3 languages but I suck really badly at all 3, whether it's in terms of writing or orally. I have no skills to speak of, for I tried lots of things but quit halfway. I have no particular interest in anything that matters. I don't know what I want to do with my life.

I might as well jump off the building now.

2010-10-31T22:18:00.001+08:00

I don't know how many times I've watched this. All I know is that every time I do, it makes me smile. And that I have two OTPs in Beast now: Junseob and Kiseob LOL.

101031 Chae Yeon (feat. Junhyung) - Ma Lover

2010-10-31T19:24:00.005+08:00

Junhyung is one of the best rappers among all idol groups in Korea now, imo. Seriously, no biasness there. He's just a natural; he's got swagger and great flow.

In all the original songs he's featured in, he makes the song better. Not to mention he writes his own rap.

Hyuna - Change [MV | live 1 2]

G.NA - I'll Back off So You Can Live Better [MV | live 1 2 3 4]

G20 - Let's Go [Korean | English]

On the other hand, for other artists' performances he's featured in, he always performs them with his own style, and sounds really good at that.

K.Will - Present [1 2 3] (GORGEOUS song, by the way.)

For instance, in this song Ma Lover, originally the rap part is more like a singing/rapping, but Junhyung turned into a pure rapping. And it sounded terrific.

I think Junhyung is amazing :).

2NE1 - It Hurts

2010-10-31T18:12:00.002+08:00

Love this song.

There are only a handful of songs that I can stand in 2Ne1's new album, but I really love those few songs.

2010-10-30T19:31:00.004+08:00

The last time I had a real lunch was on Tuesday. The last time I had a real dinner was last week. A "real" meal means a full one, things like spinach soup or corn soup not counted. I can't remember when I last ate rice. These past few days, I've only been having breakfast -- bread with nutella or cake that my mum baked and a glass of milk -- in the morning and a plate full of fruits at night. But today, I had to eat all three full meals. Gosh. Can't eat even fake lunch and dinner tomorrow.

2AM - 전활 받지 않는 너에게 (You Wouldn't Answer My Calls)

2010-10-28T23:53:00.004+08:00

It's a nice song! 2AM sounds really good in this song, as usual. At first I didn't like this song that much, since it sounded just like a typical sad ballad, but after watching the live performance I was completely wow-ed and I'm liking this song a lot more now! It's such a sad song, because of the way it is sung.

The MV is confusing at first; you have to watch it more than once to get an inkling of what happened. The boys look okay, I guess, but because of the sad songs they always have to look so emo lmao.

I like this song more than Like Crazy, which is not bad too. Favourite line from that song: Jinwoon's last line in the second verse. This song is even more EMOOOOO gosh. Everyone's crying! Surprisingly, though, what I found most impactful wasn't Jokwon's heartbreaking expressions and teardrops, but the tears in Changmin's eyes, coupled with the look on his face, at 2:38.

I'll get to listening to 2AM's new album soon! And I'm happy that I'll be able to listen to them live in December :DD. I just hope that I'll make it through the concert alive, 'cos Jokwon's singing might just break my heart into pieces LOL.

Off to listen to the live version of You Wouldn't Answer My Calls a hundred more times XD.

101028 2AM Comeback @ M!Countdown

2010-10-28T22:56:00.007+08:00

I keep listening to 2AM's comeback performance of You Wouldn't Answer My Calls, lol. They are so good! And Jokwon is killing me with his singing, omg ;____;. Seriously, what's up with these '90 guys?! First it was Hongki, then Jokwon, then now Yoseob is kinda like that too... -.-.

Will post the song properly when I have the chance to, 'cos blogging using handphone is a bitch, haha.

EDIT:
The full comeback stage, with Like Crazy.

a Yunjae spam.

2010-10-28T19:48:00.024+08:00

Because something -- I'm not sure what it was, I think this has been coming, actually -- pushed me away from the fence and while I used to be 50-50 about whether Yunjae is real or not, I'm now more of a believer; maybe 70-30? And if I don't do something, I'm really going to die of a heart attack, since my heart is beating so fast now you wouldn't know it. Or I don't know, I might end up biting my tongue off 'cos I'm trying so hard not to break into a wide grin. Yeah, I need to do something. But I can't say anything 'cos I'll just come up with some totally incoherent mess. So I'll just post all these pictures. I don't know which ones I posted before, so I won't post the really old ones.

Videos. Because I can. HAHAHA.

HAHA IDEK anymore.

2010-10-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

I'm looking at and reblogging pictures of food 'cos I'm super hungry. LOL. Pathetic much?

2010-10-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

I didn't eat lunch today. Then I managed to fool my mum into thinking that I did, so I could get away with eating just green bean soup for dinner. Haha. I need to lose weight.

No, most importantly, I need to get my life in order.

So, I had this idea..

2010-10-24T18:25:00.005+08:00

When Shinhwa makes a comeback in 2012 (HELL YEAH), they should hold a big-scale concert. And invite Beast as a guest performer, 'cos both of them are dance groups with 6 members, and Beast looks up to Shinhwa. And because Kikwang totally reminds me of Taeyang, who in turn reminds me of Minwoo. And Beast should perform one of Shinhwa's songs. The parts will be allocated as such:

Hyesung = Yoseob

Dongwan = Hyunseung

Minwoo = Kikwang

Junjin = Dongwoon

Andy = Doojoon

Eric = Junhyung

Junjin raps and sings, so Beast should pick a song where he sings, not raps, 'cos Dongwoon isn't a rapper. And everything would work out perfectly well and I'll be a super happy fangirl XDD.

2010-10-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of you this morning. A few moments later my mum woke me up and I thought, "Damn, I wanna go back to sleep."

But even in my dream, you weren't looking at me. Haha.

101015 Beast - Clenching A Tight Fist @ Narsha Volume Up

2010-10-16T01:50:00.012+08:00

Doojoon is sick :(. Hyunseung and Kikwang have flu too, I think.

Hyunseung came in too early during his part and everyone turned to stare at him haha! LOL why was Junhyung clapping and smiling so happily in the middle of such a sad song XDD.

YOSEOB TOTALLY KILLED IN THIS PERFORMANCE OMG IDEK. I almost cried listening to his singing. Seriously, kill me already.

They also performed Shock, without Doojoon. The highlights of this performance: Junhyung's SWAGGER; Kikwang being so adorable at 1:53-2:04 (and throughout, actually); Yoseob's ROCKER adlibs at the back.

Dongwoon sang his solo part in V.I.U and he sounded awesome! (Yoseob's little adlib too HEHE.) Bet he wanted to impress Narsha LOL XDD. Lotsa other adorable moments too, but I'm too lazy to link them all so just Youtube them okay ^^;;.

101014 F.T Island - Love Love Love (Remix ver.) @ M!Countdown

2010-10-14T20:13:00.004+08:00

OMG. OMG. WHAT DID I JUST SEE. OMG I CAN'T EVEN.

Seriously when I watched this my mouth was hanging open in awe, 'cos it's just so totally AWESOME. Like, man, BEST REMIX EVER. The music is so hardcore ROCK now, and it's so freakin' hot OMG. All the boys looked and sounded great! Hongki's attitude is totally different here; in the original he looked sad, but here he looked bitter, angry, resentful. Hongki is awesome, period. And I feel weird saying this 'cos he's younger than me, but Seunghyun was sexy lol ^^.

And HONGKI. Don't stare at the camera like you did at 0:10-0:14, 0:52-0:54 and practically throughout the whole performance, don't smirk like you did at 2:05, and especially don't stare at the camera and smirk like you did at 1:18-1:21. DON'T. 'Cos while watching this I died a thousand times over, and if this goes on seriously my heart won't be able to take it omg ;______;.

BRB downloading the performance in HD and putting it into my phone and watching it some more. But before that since the links are probably not up yet let me blast the audio 100 more times.

101014 Beast - #1 + Encore @ M!Countdown

2010-10-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

YAY :DD. I have no words; I'm just really happy for them :)). Maknae finally got to say his speech; the other times they won he was always crying too hard to say anything LOL. The encore was really adorable! Hyunseung lied down on the floor and made some weird movements, so the members told him to stop it HAHA. Yoseob really ate their CD up, I see ^^;;. And he really liked to hold that trophy! Doojoon was SO adorable at 2:14 onwards, but I was so focused on the hand behind that even as I rewatched it for the second time, I had to rewind to look at Doojoon properly, LMAO. And I see JUNSEOB at 3:28! (My Junseob radar is SUPER sharp, 'kay!) And lastly Yoseob's 3-seconds adlib starting from 3:31 made me infinitely happy ROFL.

IDEK.

2010-10-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

What am I doing?

101008 Beast - Breath @ Music Bank, winning #1

2010-10-08T18:09:00.006+08:00

Overall today's performance was really good! Doojoon sounded especially clear. But Yoseob cracked a liiiiiiittle bit during his high note ^^;;. I think they did decide to let him dance less at some parts, since his parts are very straining vocally. Anyway. Kikwang at 1:16 *____*.

The backstage interview was so adorable! We have Doowoon, Kiseung and Junseob; the Beast Almighty chef teams LOL. Look at the mirror! Kikwang was lifting Hyunseung up and vice versa 'cos the two towers that were Doojoon and Dongwoon were standing in front blocking the rest of the kids. Yoseob started playing hide-and-seek with a scary face behind Dongwoon, and Junhyung started hitting his head. Other spazz-worthy moments: Dongwoon jumping so hard while Doojoon sang 2NE1's Go Away, the boys announcing and singing FTI's Love Love Love :D. Seriously I can watch this video the whole day HAHAHA. Hyper kids ♥♥♥.

And they won #1!!! OMGOMG *spazzes*.

Doojoon's blank face when Beast was announced as the winner was so precious :'). The Junseob hug made me SO happy IDEK. Yoseob later hugged Hyunseung too keke. Key and the other member of Supreme Team were laughing their heads off at Dongwoon crying and Simon D was wiping Dongwoon's tears with a "AWW YOU BIG BABY" expression on his face and Taemin was smiling while looking at him lol that scene was SO ADORABLE OKAY. And Dongwoon trying to hold back his tears at 0:55! Junhyung hugged Onew! Hyunseung lied on the floor and was trying to do the funny version of the "breathe in breathe out" dance lol. I love how Yoseob was the one who first turned to the other singers and bowed repeatedly. And this is not related but I also love how Onew walked to Yoseob who was standing in the middle of the stage looking overwhelmed (to congratulate him I think) before walking back off the stage HEHE X). (I like Onew!) I think Yoseob must have cried a lot afterwards haha.

Congrats boys; you really deserve this award :)).

101007 Yoseob's Yozm posts

2010-10-07T22:26:00.005+08:00

B2UTY~nims! Why are you apologizing!? I'm actually really thankful..!!! As always tremendously thankful!! Let's be happy for a long long time!

Aigooo Gonna go to sleep wonder how long its been the last time I slept..??? keke Then everyone sleep well!!! BEAST is nothing without B2UTYs keke

CREDITS: Dongwon's Yozm (SOURCE), dujunseob@ B2STRISING (TRANS)

He called us B2uty-nim LOL! I don't know, somehow Yoseob just has this ability to make people happy, don't you think?

I think I should stop reading his Yozm posts. But I don't want to >.<.

101007 Beast comeback @ M!Countdown

2010-10-07T17:49:00.005+08:00

First they sang the full Clenching A Tight Fist, which made me really happy XD. But their voices aren't exactly in top conditions :(. Doojoon's voice cracked once and Yoseob was struggling with the high notes. The performance was mostly okay, though. And they looked good in white!

Breath was okay. But Yoseob's voice cracked once and he wasn't dancing fully; at some points when singing his part he didn't dance like he usually does. Or maybe they decided to let him dance less during those parts to reduce the strain on him? I was so worried for his "I don't know", but luckily he pulled it off just fine :). And I like the black outfits too ^^!

Beast was up against 2NE1 for #1, but they lost by one point :((. It's alright, hope they will win tomorrow! *crosses fingers*

Still, I'm worried for the boys, especially Yoseob :/. Doojoon did mention in his Twitter that the boys are falling sick one by one. And this is still Thursday too; they have like 4 more performances and lots of interviews to go D:. Hope they will get enough rest and take care of their health!

Shinee - Hello MV

2010-10-06T12:54:00.003+08:00

I REALLY like this song hehe ^^. I swear they were aiming to clinch a toothpaste commercial with this MV (LOL), but seriously those smiles are so adorable! I feel happy seeing them smiling somehow haha XD.

Breath dance practice

2010-10-05T20:13:00.001+08:00

AWESOME, PERIOD.

101005 Yoseob's Yozm posts

2010-10-05T09:32:00.004+08:00

CREDITS: Yoseob's YOZM (SOURCE); GEE @ B2STRISING.COM (TRANS)

Actually one of the main reasons why I like Yoseob so much and why I "fell" for him that fast, was because of his posts on Yozm. It was because of how genuine he seems to be. I don't know, he's just so sweet ;______;.

101003 Beast comeback @ Inkigayo

2010-10-03T17:28:00.002+08:00

BEST comeback stage hands down! (I typed BEAST instead of BEST a few times LOL.) The stage setting was awesome for both performances, with a string orchestra in the first and man-made rain and cool effects in the second. The cameraman was very good too!

They performed Clenching A Tight Fist first. Everyone sounded really good! Kikwang missed the beginning and I think Junhyung forgot the first few words of his lyrics, but they weren't noticeable and it was still a great performance. I was streaming this live when it suddenly stopped just before the chorus and I literally almost screamed LOL. Luckily it continued after just the first two lines of the chorus. After watching it on Youtube, I discovered that I was right; Yoseob and Hyunseung sing the first 2 lines of the chorus, then Yoseob sings the rest ^^. Love the all-black clothes! Hyunseung is so pretty with his hair like that GUH. And Junhyung is so hot hahaha. Dongwoon was caught laughing at 2:04 LOL!

Breath was next! Everyone sounded AMAZING, I still can't really wrap my mind around it *____*. Were they even singing?! Listen to the MR audio and be wow-ed! I know that they're good, but I'm still amazed sometimes haha. Yoseob's high note was perfect (again) too; it's kinda a given now that it'd be perfect huh ^^. I think I like this set of military costumes best out of all the other Breath costumes so far. B2uties' fanchants were really loud :))!

There was an interview in the beginning too! It was adorable and Yoseob hugged Yonghwa (C.N Blue) at one point lol XP. Kikwang was the one talking most of the time, but I think he stumbled on his words a few times haha XD.

Anyway, this is only their 5th time performing Breath and 1st time performing CATF, yet they already sound this good. Ahhh I'm so happy I'm a fan of Beast :D. BRB listening to the performances again for the nth time.

101002 Beast - Breath @ Music Core

2010-10-02T16:10:00.016+08:00

When it was said that there would be an intro I thought it was gonna be another dance intro or something like that, but it was just a video intro with clips from Breath MV and Mastermind in the background (Yoseob's part that wasn't played in Music Bank lol) ^^;;.

The performance itself was okay. Since this performance was recorded on the 30th, it was the first performance of this song and I think they sounded clearer in the Music Bank performance yesterday. Doojoon sounded louder here though. Everyone was on pitch. And like I said, Yoseob nailed his high notes yay \o/. It wasn't totally perfect because I am picky like that and I know he can do perfect XD. Appearance-wise, I prefer this set of costumes over the previous one. Yoseob, Kikwang and Doojoon had their second hairstyle from the MV. Kikwang's is alright, but I don't like Yoseob's; this was the hairstyle that made him look like a gangster >.<. Doojoon looks better with the previous one too lol.

Anyway, honestly speaking, I think Beast chose a bad time for their comeback :/. Now there are so many big names doing their promotion too, and so many other popular groups having their comeback now or really soon. Sigh. I know it's just the starting of their promotion and it's too early for me to say this, but I really hope that they will win something :S. They deserve to, since they're really good, but they're just very new compared to the rest and they have a smaller fanbase. But they were competing with 2NE1 for #1 on MCountdown on Sept 30, even before their comeback, so I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed. Beast hwaiting!

101001 Beast comeback @ Music Bank

2010-10-01T22:27:00.008+08:00

Comeback stage! Generally they all looked good and their outfits looked great too, especially the casual ones in the beginning. Each member did a dance solo first; everyone did well! Kikwang's arm waves were all kinds of awesome and Hyunseung's stretching was hot somehow, but my favourite is Junhyung's 'cos he's just cool like that XD. And I noticed that Yoseob tends to use the music in his dance instead of just dancing to the music, which I like hehe :3.

First they performed Mastermind. It was so short and Yoseob didn't get to sing his part *whines*! But anyway. It wasn't anything special, to be honest, and they really should have some kind of choreography for it, in my opinion. Or they can just keep to the current freestyle thing, but the members should totally move more! Their movements looked kinda restricted lol; only Junhyung seemed like he was really feeling the music ^^;;. But then again, Junhyung has that natural swagger XD. Kikwang glaring at the camera at 1:42 was hot muahahaha.

Next was 숨 (Breath), of course, and it was good! I really like the choreography :D. The cameraman was kinda fail-y though ^^;;. And how come that arm-stretching part that Kikwang did in the MV isn't part of the choreography :(. Anyway, Junhyung had the feathers in his hair haha! Dongwoon was hot when he turned around at the beginning of his part, so the fangirls screamed, and I think he couldn't help smirking lol XP. Hyunseung dyed his hair black; it looks much better now and he looks so pretty! Everyone sang well. Yoseob's parts in the chorus are vocally challenging, but he sang them all fine; he never fails to impress! He also did his "I don't knowww" part and cracked near the end, but for the most part it was still damn awesome and I believe he'll do better in the next performance, since he already sang it so well yesterday. Yoseob hwaiting :)).

The backstage interview was adorable! Everyone looked happy and excited ^^. Doojoon's voice cracked when he talked in the beginning and I think the members laughed at him lol. They said a one word of English and surprisingly everyone sounded fine, especially Dongwoon who said one sentence by himself. The English lesson in Idol Maid must have helped HAHAHA. (Can't wait for the subs for that episode to be out! It's gonna take a long time though.) Yoseob kept doing the chest-popping move after everyone else stopped, lol he's such a hyper kid ♥.

Anyway. After I re-read this whole post I realised that I sound really biased. I'm not that biased, really >.<.

Shinee - Hello

2010-10-01T19:54:00.003+08:00

I really like this song! It's really catchy and reminds me of Replay. But seriously the staff must be Key's antis, 'cos when he finally has very nice hair he also has a ridiculous outfit LOL. And Taemin's voice is very similar to Jonghyun's!

*clicks replay* LOL!

Beast - 숨 (Breath)

2010-09-30T15:28:00.015+08:00

OMGOMG where do I even start. This MV is freakin' awesome! The set looks gorgeous and the effects used are good. Everyone looks totally fly and they all have nice hair! I'm glad Yoseob doesn't look like a gangster here, even though somehow I thought he did in the teaser. Junhyung's hairstyle looks sooooo good! I think throughout the MV he had like at 4 different hairstyles, including with accessories and without, but they all look good lol. Everyone else has at least 2 different hairstyles, except for Dongwoon whose very short hair doesn't leave much to work with, but he looks good with it. I think the outfits look great too. Kikwang looks so innocent at 4:03 hahaha!

The best part about the MV is the choreography! Love the whole chest-popping breathing and cover-face-with-hands-then-stretch-the-arm (lol) moves. Kikwang at 2:08 GUH. I like everything about the choreography, actually, with all the formation and stuff. The floorwork is great too! I'm still kinda sad that Yoseob doesn't get to do those moves again since he'd be singing, but that part is the "I DON'T KNOWWWWW" part which is so awesome it is now my ringtone, so I can't complain XDD.

About the song. Honestly, I like this song a lot more after watching the MV, LOL. It wasn't an instant hit for me, 'cos I had hoped that they had included more instrumentals like the one in the teaser instead of just electronic sounds. But yeah, I really like it a lot now! It's a really tight song; once one verse is over the transition to the next feels very natural imo, especially the transition between Yoseob's high note and Junhyung's rap. My favourite part ~~other than my ringtone LOL~~ is Junhyung's rapping parts; he's just SO damn good. And Yoseob really needs to start singing rock, 'cos seriously, don't you think he already sounds very rock-ish even now?

Can't wait for their comeback performance tomorrow! I hope Yoseob will perform that awesome part live HAHAHAHA. And I think they're gonna perform Clenching A Tight Fist too right? Maybe not tomorrow, but for one of the comebacks. I looooove that song; been listening to it non-stop ^^.

2010-09-30T00:03:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to the computer, to the Internet, to fandoms. Sigh.

Mastermind

2010-09-28T22:53:00.001+08:00

*___*.

2010-09-25T21:05:00.001+08:00

I actually admire Heechul a lot as, a person.

2010-09-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

Tumblr is runing my life LMAO.

Some of Beast's recent videos ^^.

2010-09-24T14:05:00.013+08:00

From the most recent first!

숨/Breath teaser

The song sounds promising, but omg I want to see what happens in the MV! Which indicates that this is a damn good teaser lol. The set of the MV looks reeeally good. Hyunseung and Kikwang were dancing topless in the rain, which I'm sure got lotsa fangirls squealing, but not me XP. But JUNHYUNG, OMGGGG. His hair looks awesome; I'm glad he changed his hair colour to a darker one. And seriously how can anyone look that hot just lying down like that damn *____*. Can't wait for the full MV to be released! And Beast's 3rd mini album, Mastermind, is gonna be out on the 30th YAY :DD.

100923 @ MBC Dance Battle -- I actually skimmed through all the girl group performances to spot Beast's reactions, and haha fanboy Beast is cute, especially Yoseob XDD.

Beast vs MBLAQ dance battle -- Beast's part was a little messy, I thought, but it was so fun and entertaining, especially Dooseob and Junseob's parts XD. I think Yoseob's facial expressions when he dance are really good; that kinda reminds me of Yunho lol. MBLAQ's was alright, but I think they allocated too much time for Lee Joon's solo part, which was actually good, but still ^^;;. Lee Joon was so funny at the end LOL. The result segment was the best part, imo, 'cos Kikwang corrected Kim Gura's pronounciation of his name (Kikwang is CUTE), he danced the "American dance" on Kim Gura's request which the Beast members had great reactions to, some Junseob, Yoseob's just drinking water when the rest of the member collapsed as MBLAQ won, and Dooseob clapping for MBLAQ at the end.

Jung Juri (feat. Kikwang) - I Need A Boy -- Jung Juri's singing voice is a bit ^^;;, but they both did very well with the dance. And when the crowd were facepalming, having o__O and "NOOOO!" expressions, Kikwang still looked perfectly alright, with the smile on his face and didn't miss a step. This, is actually one of the reasons why I like Kikwang so much :). They lost though :(.

IU - Queen -- Just because fanboy Yoseob is totally ADORABLE, lmao! He was being so hyper, singing and dancing along throughout the song. Kikwang and Hyunseung, and even Sohyun (4Minute) were trying to restrain him at some point lol. IU is pretty, very cute and talented :). The result segment was so adorable; IU wasn't feeling condident but Chae Yeon mentioned that Beast was really high when she performed (or something along that line) so IU winked at them and Yoseob and Kikwang DIED! I really think she should have won, but when she lost Beast was like "WTF" at the back (even though their team won) HAHAHA I love them fanboys XD.

Kikwang, Changmin and Jinwoon @ Fantasy Star Couple -- Singing 2AM's Can't Let You Go Even If I Die and Beast's Shock, while doing muscle exercises. Muscles do nothing to me, but this is so HILARIOUS omg!

100919 Shock (Remix) @ Hallyu Dream Concert

The little remix at the beginning was neat! The boys did great, as usual. Like I said, I LOVE how Yoseob shouted, "OH! OH! OH!" at the end; I think I must have replayed that part 10 times HEHE. Hope he'll do that for every future Shock performance! Junhyung's hair was totally ridiculous then LOL. The rest of the members looked the same, except for Yoseob who had his hair a little permed, which looked great on him.

100904 Special @ Incheon Korean Music Wave -- An old-ish performance that I watched before, but I just wanna say that Yoseob's throat was still recovering at that time so he was offered to lipsynch but he sang live and sounded pretty damn good :)). And the boys looked so good in black :D.

2010-09-19T12:37:00.005+08:00

And have you noticed that everyone else in the world seems to be moving forward, and yet you seem to be stuck in the past? You're like a.. like a frozen clock. You need me to change your batteries?

--Henry (My Name is Kim Sam Soon)

2010-09-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

I think I'm falling into depression.

Beast - 주먹을 꽉 쥐고 (Clenching A Tight Fist)

2010-09-17T20:25:00.012+08:00

I had actually been listening to Please Don't Love since yesterday, and was about to do the same today, when I remembered that Beast's new song was coming out today. So I had a listen. After the first listen, other than the fact the boys sound great and the song is nice, the song didn't leave much of an impression on me. And at that time, I thought, "Lesson learnt: never listen to a ballad after listening to Please Don't Love." Because well, the sadness of any sad ballad pales in comparison to that song's, haha ^^;;. So I went back blasting Please Don't Love for a while, but then I thought that I should listen to Clenching A Tight Fist a few more times. At the end of the second listen, I smiled, because Yoseob sounds really sad at the last sentence. And then I listen to the song more, and haha, he really sounds very sad during his parts.

Okay, enough of the ranting. I like this song! It's a nice ballad, and I think it's the first real ballad Beast is singing 'cos Easy doesn't really count haha. Its lyrics are really sad and the boys sound totally awesome in it. And I love Yoseob's singing ♥♥♥. I was a little surprised by how Doojoon sounds, by the way, in a good way :).

2010-09-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

T_________T

100912 F.T Island - Love Love Love @ Inkigayo

2010-09-12T23:40:00.004+08:00

Awesome performance! I think Hongki's voice has recovered :). The stage is really pretty! Is it just me, or is Hongki looking especially good today o__o? Seunghyun looks good here too XD.

They won #1 again too :DD! It's a pity they weren't there to receive the award though. Hope they'll continue their winning streak and get the triple crown!

Random: Jokwon was one of the MCs. Has his speaking voice always been that cute?! LMAO.

This is totally random, but..

2010-09-11T20:19:00.005+08:00

..I just have to say something about this lol. Apparently there is a rumour about Jaejoong, Hyunjoong and Yonghwa acting in a new drama with Song Hye Kyo. Seriously, you'd think that I'd be all ecstatic 'cos Jaejoong and Hyunjoong are good friends and Song Hye Kyo is awesome and I admire Yonghwa's musical talent , but I really hope that this rumour is, well, just a rumour. Aside from the fact that I don't have lots of confidence about all the guys' acting (SORRY don't throw stones at me), having Jaejoong and Hyunjoong in one drama would really kill me LMAO. I mean, they're two of the three best-looking KPop guys in my list, and I reeeeally wouldn't be able to take it HAHAHA. That being said, if it really happens, the ratings are gonna be off the roof LOL.

100910 F.T Island - #1 @ Music Bank

2010-09-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

F.T ISLAND SWEPT THE AWARDS THIS WEEK MUAHAHA :DD. ~~I wish Wheesung would win too, though; man why can't everyone win D:.~~ Hongki started dancing some dance; LOL I how I miss seeing Hongki like this XD. The rest of the members followed suit too, haha they were so funny! Jaejin danced some Lucifer too lol. And JONGKI at 0:57-58 HAHAHA!

The performance was cut, but Hongki's voice sounds better than yesterday and he sang the high notes, so it was awesome XD. However I think it's ironic how this is a Band Special episode, but F.T Island still wasn't allowed to play live -.-. Anyway. Hongki's English during the backstage interview was SO adorable lmao.

Personal Taste

2010-09-10T00:23:00.002+08:00

(Dramawiki)

This drama left my mouth agape in shock quite a few times, which is a first for me lol ^^;;. Watch with caution, 'cos land mines are everywhere LOL. I love how this drama is different from the typical dramas, and I can't say anymore without letting out major spoilers, so I'll stop here. Do watch it!

We have a lot of those female leads whose characters seem like too kind, too stupid, for no reason. Gae In is different; she seems to know that her views on certain things are different from the norm, but she's honestly confused about why that is so, for she feels that she's right. I love Son Ye Jin's acting here. Everything she does seem very natural; it doesn't seem like she's acting at all. Thumbs up! She was very good in acting out Gae In's vulnerability. I burst into tears when Gae In said that she wouldn't mind marrying Jin Ho even if it's just as a cover-up in episode 10. Seriously, OUCH. And she's very adorable :)). I think she looks kinda like Han Ga In. Both are pretty ^^.

Lee Min Ho is handsome. No, scratch that. He's not, actually. He's got a nose that makes him look mean and he's not all that special-looking. But he's got eyes that would draw you in. His gaze says that he knows more than he lets on, and if he has that gaze with teary eyes -- which I think is his forte -- I'd bet you wouldn't be able to tear your eyes off him. And he's slim, tall and he has loooong legs, which make him look good in whatever he wears. I like his fashion here too; the casual office wear is nice. OKAY I SHOULD STOP TALKING ABOUT HIS LOOKS. *ahem*

I think Lee Min Ho chose the right role to act, after Boys Over Flowers. They are similar but can't be more different. Jun Pyo is cute because he's silly, Jin Ho is cute because he's innocent; Jun Pyo keeps a straight face and has an air of arrogance, Jin Ho keeps a straight face and has an air of cool nonchalance. Jun Pyo turned hard in the later episodes because of circumstances, Jin Ho turned himself hard because of circumstances. The angst, man; THE ANGST. He's so conflicted inside that I find it hard even looking at him. He's so complicated, from his past, down to his expressions. He's so serious, but thinking about how he grew up, it makes sense. I like how matter-of-fact he is. Lee Min Ho did so well in portraying Jin Ho! I love his little smile when he thinks about/looks at Gae In, and his complicated expressions. He got lotsa close-ups, which allowed him to show off his acting. Seriously, how come I hadn't seen him before BOF o___o?!

Chang Ryul is such a wimpy jerk, but he's not heartless and he's such a softie that I can't hate him. BUT he's such a contradicting, fickle good-for-nothing that he makes me so mad sometimes. I liked him A LOT better when he wasn't such an immature asshole, though, which was in Episode 12. That has a lot to do with Kim Ji Suk, whom I find to be very likeable, actually ^^. Really, if from the beginning Chang Ryul was a nice guy who was as adorable as he became in that episode, Jin Ho would have a serious competition HAHA!

I forgot that Seulong was in this drama, haha ^^;;. He looks so young here! I think something looks off with his hair though; it looks too flat. And the make-up artist went overboard with his lipstick, lol. He's cute though x).

I LOVE Sang Jun! He's SO HILARIOUS LOLOL. I love how he totally pulled off the "gay" part, and how unabashedly frivolous he is. In Hee is a beautiful bitch, and while I don't agree with the saying that we should be more forgiving to beautiful people, her being a bitch doesn't change the fact that she's SO PRETTY. But she's a crazy, shameless bitch, alright. The actor who played Director Choi is SO good, like seriously. He didn't get that much screen-time, but he made me feel really sorry for/uncomfortable because of/with him. His portrayal of Director Choi killed me, a lot of times.

The NG scenes are so adorable! The cast seems very close :).

Favourite line from the drama: "Let's go out and fight some more." HAHAHA!

AND AND one of the soundtracks, the song Like A Fool by 2AM, is now my favourite song of the band. It's SUCH an awesome song.

100909 F.T Island - #1 @ M!Countdown

2010-09-09T19:37:00.005+08:00

A second win YAY :DD! And OMG the encore was SO ADORABLE XDD. Everyone sang and they all sounded really good! Minhwan surprised me, especially, since he sang the most in the beginning and it's apparent that he has improved. The members have been taking vocal lessons, I see ^^. I think F.T Island members are very talented :). Anyway, Jaejin's face when he let Jonghun sang solo was cute lolol. And it was cute how they were marching on the spot during the rapping part haha. And and them imitating Hongki's gestures at the end! I need this clip in my computer NOW, LOL.

I'm quite sure Hongki has a flu/sore throat. I mean, during the performance he sounded good and on pitch and everything (because most of the time Hongki still sounds damn good even when he's sick), but he sounded different. Hope he gets well soon!

note to self:

2010-09-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

I need to finish watching Personal Taste. AND get started on Playful Kiss, because damn, Hyunjoong is *_____________________*.

Dead By Sunrise - Fire

2010-09-08T20:19:00.001+08:00

LOVE THIS SONG. But sigh, that's one more album I have to buy >.<.

Hwanhee - 내가 더 아플게 (I'll Hurt More for You)

2010-09-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hwanhee + ballad = perfection. SIGH. He really should stop singing ballads 'cos I'm sure someone out there is crying buckets every time he does. LOL I don't mean that. Not really. I don't know what I'm saying so don't mind me hahaha. And Hwanhee is so good-looking XDD.

100905 F.T Island - #1 @ Inkigayo

2010-09-05T17:52:00.002+08:00

YAYYY :DD! I'm so happy that they won; they haven't won a Mutizen in ages (3 years o__o) and I was getting so pissed off at that lol.

I think Japan has done the band some good. I can't talk about the other three, but Seunghyun has definitely become more confident and his rapping live has improved, and Hongki's singing became even more awesome, if that's even possible.

They also did the Copyright Song, which was cute keke.

Park Jiheon no longer a member of V.O.S

2010-09-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

WHAT IS THIS?!

V.O.S now has only Hyunjoon and Kyungrok, and the company is going to replace Jiheon with another person. Argh I can't believe this is happening ;___;. The 3 had been together for 6 years so they harmonise with each other really well. Does the company seriously think that a new member would be able to work well with the other two?

Why are all the older groups going away one by one T_____T? First FTTS, then DBSK, then SS501, now V.O.S. I still believe that DBSK and SS501 will reunite one day, but still, SIGH.

COME BACK SOON, SHINHWA! You guys are my only hope now.

Siwon, Donghae and Ariel Lin to act in drama version of Skip Beat!

2010-08-30T19:37:00.003+08:00

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OMGOMG.

I don't know what to think about this. Ariel Lin is fine; her acting is top-notch and even though she looks a little to sweet for the evil side of Kyoko, I think with her acting she can pull it off. I'm not so sure about the casting of the guys though. Apparently Siwon will be playing Sho, and Donghae, Ren. Isn't that a bit of a mismatch, since Ren is supposed to be more than 10cm taller than Sho? And Ren is the one who has the perfect good looks while Sho supposedly has the pretty bad boy charm. Based on those aside, I think they should have switched the guys' roles :/. My biggest worry is, the role of Ren would be really difficult to portray. As in, REALLY DIFFICULT. He's a very conflicted person inside, not to mention the obvious that he's Japan's top actor, so Donghae would have to act out not only Ren, but Ren's roles. And Donghae is not an official actor :S. Oh wait, shouldn't my biggest worry be that the two guys aren't exactly fluent in Chinese? o__0

I'm not gonna pick on the nitty-gritty, but I really hope that the scriptwriters/director/producers/actors will not ruin this drama. Because Skip Beat! is just awesome. I'm gonna wish the very best for all the actors! Especially the two guys. 加油!