not gonna be here for a while.

I'm really not gonna get married. Casual dating, anyone?

i can't.

I realised that I really can't act, lol. My brother said a few times before today that I should "hone my acting" 'cos I might just need to cry, like I did when my parents quarreled when I was in Primary School. At that time crying worked; I saw that they hesitated to continue arguing when they saw me crying and so I wailed even louder. But I'm not that little girl anymore. And I seriously can't act. No, to be frank, I don't want to. So pardon me, but you adults should resolve your issues like how adults should.

I'm having a bad premonition -.-. It's like, the calm before a storm, you know? That's why, my iPod is my best friend.

I hate acting. It makes me feel like a hypocrite. And I hate hypocrites. So no matter what happens, I'm gonna be me.

blogger's almost back to normal! x)

At least I can upload pictures now! :D

F.T Island - 꼭은 아니더라도 (Even If It's Not Necessary)

You don't have to but if by chance,
would you remember me?
I wasn't talented but I made you laugh for a little while

Although you wake up hurt from poor love
If there were no good memories,
you would remember it at least just once

[Chorus]
Would you remember me if you meet someone like me?
Would you remember me if you hear the song that we used to listen to?
Would you remember me if you meet someone with same name as me?
You don't have to but please remember me at least just once

How are you lately?
I ask about you
I wonder if you hear me
Even if you forgot already, could you remember me again?

If you were happy for just one moment
If I can be the reason for that
You will remember me at least just once

[Chorus]

I am different

I remember you without someone like you
I remember you whatever you do somewhere
I remember you without someone with same name as you
I remember you all the while I breathe

I am..

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I've been listening to this song more recently. I like the lyrics, especially the part after the last chorus. The whole song is just so sad, HAHA.

I am different

something is wrong.

I couldn't sleep last night. For the second time in my life. I think it's the exam jitters. So I drank half a cup of coffee (Sophial's; thanks :D) before the exam to ensure that I wouldn't fall asleep during the exam. After school I tried taking a nap, but I still couldn't sleep. And that's even after I played online games for 2 hours before I tried to take a nap, to make my eyes more tired. In fact, they're all red and tired now. But I still couldn't sleep. And I don't think it's the coffee. Something is wrong with me o__o.

don't look back on yesterday
'cos the time has been and gone