I didn't realise that I was such a horrible person.
I didn't realise that my actions have brought so much unhappiness to others.
I didn't realise that as much as I thought I was right, in the end, I was still wrong.
Maybe I should stop causing others to be unhappy.
Maybe I should stop doing things that people unapprove of.
Maybe I should stop letting people get sad or angry because of me.
HOW?
I'll change myself.
I'll make sure that you won't even know whether I'm unhappy or not.
I'll let nobody's mood be brought down by me.
I'll just not think about anybody at all.
Doesn't that mean that I'm going to throw away my brain, my heart and my soul?
It doesn't matter.
In the end, I'm all alone.
I'm gonna have to get used to that.
I will.
This I promise you.
=)
