I have two choices.

First is to accept the way my weight now and be happy with the way I look, and second is to lose weight until I'm happy with my looks. You might think that the first option is a much easier way out, but in fact, it is just as hard as the second. Otherwise I wouldn't have been trying to lose weight all these years. Since both are just as hard, I'd rather work hard to lose weight.

But damnnnn, losing weight is really difficult.