It's a roller coaster ride, without the thrill and exhilaration; just the sinking feeling in your stomach.


Look me in the eye
Lie, lie, lie

it goes away, in the blink of an eye.

I think I'm having caffeine withdrawals >:[. Felt really sleepy in the morning so I drank coffee during break, but it didn't work. What happened to my theory that my dependence on coffee is purely psychological? I really should start cutting down on my coffee intake. I have a feeling I'll fall back on it when I feel too sleepy to function properly, though. *sigh*

We still haven't got back most of our Prelim results yet, which is both a relief and a frustrating thing. Prelim results don't really matter, though; it's the As that does, eventually. However, it's still worrying that I'm doing so badly :S.

I've been feeling happy recently :D.

I borrowed a book from the school library today, for the first time in 1.5 years, LOL! I think I'm gonna read the book for a while, then go sleep. Super sleepy, haha ^^;;.

SS501 - We Can Fly

Now I can fly :D.

Somehow..

..I'm feeling aimless, empty.

I think if someone were to charge at me with a knife now, I wouldn't dodge.

"You're Beautiful" trailer.

In the story, Jang Geunsuk, Park Shinhye, Jung Yonghwa and Hongki form a band, A.N.JELL. Jang Geunsuk is the vocalist (and guitarist), Jung Yonghwa is the guitarist, Park Shinhye is the bassist, and Hongki is the drummer. It's a flower-boy band, though, so Park Shinhye is cross-dressing as a guy. The last part is not exactly original, but it's always interesting haha x).

I think Park Shinhye is one lucky girl, haha. Aside from the fact that she's pretty, can act well and is popular, she has also worked with many people, like Hyunjoong and Jang Geunsuk (1 2 3 4) for a CF. Now she's working again with the latter, and Hongki too! *envious*

HONGKI *_________*. He finally got rid of his orange hair, LOL. He looks really good with his blond hair colour like that! I can't wait to see how he acts; he was a child actor before after all ^^. Looks like Hongki has been taking lessons from Minhwan, haha. And it's kinda ironic how he's the oldest member in F.T Island, but in this drama he's the maknae of the band xP.

And as if that's not enough reason to watch this drama, Jang Geunsuk is the main actor in it! I really don't like his hairstyle here; I wished he kept his Beethoven Virus hairstyle :(. I still like him though, so it's okay ^^;;.

I can't wait to watch this drama! :D

wow, time really flies.

Watched Gamer today! It's kinda gory and vulgar, but it's a good movie. I really like the storyline! And some scenes are really cool :D. Go watch it, people!


I care about people who care about me; I'm nice to people who are nice to me. You know, it's like an action-reaction thing.

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Big Bang - Number 1


No, it's not a new song. I just really like it x). I don't fancy the MV that much, but the song is nice. The beat is sick! And I don't know, I think this song is really flirty xDD. If you see me walking around with my iPod and a smirk on my face, then your best bet would be that I'm listening to this song, LOL.

I think music really affects my mood. Last week I finally created playlists in my iPod, with names that would indicate the type of songs in that playlist. Nowadays every morning I listen to "diabetes ^^;;", which consists of really sweet-sounding songs that never fail to make me smile x).

It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

Epik High - Free Music (feat. MYK)

I think it's amazing how their live performances always sound so flawless *__*.

fake people piss me off like diuretic

LOL!

I haven't listened to Epik High's new album, [e], yet, but I am going to, soon! (I haven't even listened to Map The Soul album that many times yet -.-.) It looks like another epic album. And the album art is so pretty! *__*

For now, here's the acoustic version of the song, Map The Soul!

Beautiful version x).

Skip Beat chapter 146 is out!

1. Stupid Sho; what the heck do you want?!

2.





















I LOVE REN ♥♥♥. Seriously, his EQ must be close to the perfect score. He can control his emotions very well; he smiles brightly at you when he's actually unhappy, so you wouldn't be able to get angry at him. However, when he's really very angry, he wouldn't be able to keep his mask on, and he'd look very scary then. That's why I didn't say his EQ is of perfect score, haha ^^;;. He is also very tactful; he always knows the right things to say at the right moment. I really admire him! He's someone I aspire to be like x).

All About DBSK Season 3 - Holiday in Saipan.

Seriously, I haven't got through the first 10 minutes but I'm already LMAO-ing, hahaha! I kinda forgot how hilarious is DBSK can be, since I haven't been watching their stuff in a long time ^^;;.

1. 4 minutes into the show, Yunho was doing something random, so Jaejoong (the appointed MC) wanted to smack him. Changmin asked Yunho to get out of the way, saying he blocked the camera, and "I can't be seen", which made Yunho squeeze his face and Yoosu to ROFL, and Jaejoong to kick Homin's butts xD.

2. They were divided into two teams, Model Team (2U) and Gag Team (Minsu). At first when they weren't told how they were divided Yunho dragged Changmin and Yoochun away and said, "It's decided; Model Team (pointing to the 3 of them), Gag Team (pointing to Junsu)." I highly suspect Yunho was on crack LOL!

3. Minsu's biggest complaint was that they were teamed with each other. Changmin said, "His face itself is a joke." LOL; Changmin is so mean xD.

4. Junsu said (in English), "Tired, hungry, headache! " HAHAHAHA.

5. Yunho kept giving really off answers for the quiz! Like, "native language" and "native dollar" to the question of what the language and currency of Saipan is, respectively, and "cliff, beach" for Saipan's tourist attractions. I told you he was on crack, haha!

6. Jaejoong gave a hint for the tourist attraction question, "Micro.." and Junsu answered, "Chip!" really confidently, which made all the members, and me, ROFL-ed. *laughed 'till can't breathe* LOLOL JUNSU ♥♥♥. He's really a natural comedian, haha!

7. Junsu kept talking in English, lol. "Oh my God sun!" HAHA xD.

I don't feel like typing already. It'd be too long, haha ^^;;. Go watch it yourself! :D

정말 큰일이다.
이러다 죽을 것 같은데, 너무 가슴이 아픈데.

정말 다행이다.
나만 혼자 아프면 돼.

a lot of V.O.S' performances.

Because I feel like it, haha x). Really, V.O.S is just really amazing live. And their harmonisation is just all kinds of beautiful ♥♥♥. I love their songs too. So I shan't say anything more xP. Favourites off the bunch are embedded!

Various radio performances:
큰일이다 (In Trouble) + Beautiful Life


Look Into My Eyes And Tell Me + Everyday, Everyday
소중한 사람을 위해 (For Someone Important)
큰일이다 (In Trouble)

큰일이다 (In Trouble) + With You



090711 @ MTV The Stage:
큰일이다 (In Trouble)

웃다가 울겠죠


울어 (Cry)
이별보다 슬픈말 (More Sad Than Parting Words)


Energy Song -- LOL this is super adorable! :D Sounds good too :).

Jiheon singing Mirotic -- HAHAHA look at the two dongsaengs' reactions when he started dancing! Kyungrok pulled Hyunjoon to the back and they looked embarrassed as Jiheon continued singing and dancing, lol. He did well, though :).


080724 가지마가지마 (Don't Go) @ M!Countdown

Not a recent performance, but I've got to post this somewhere, 'cos it's just too freakin' amazing, really. I've watched this performance, ripped the audio and listened to it so many times. And it's not even their own song o__o. [Original | Davichi's version]


Other performances of 큰일이다 (In Trouble):
090628 @ Inkigayo

Jiheon looked like he was about to cry at the end o_o.

2 3 4. It's my favourite song of the moment, haha ^^;;.


I don't know whether V.O.S got to keep their group name in the end, due to the issues with their company, but I really hope they did. No one deserves that name more than they do, seriously. I love their voices like whoa ♥.

sad, reality.

Imagine a conversation between a husband and wife one day.

H: *serious* You know, I don't know how I should tell you this, but.. my investment failed. My savings are almost gone because I made a huge loss. I don't even know if we can pay the bills this month.
W: ...
H: I'm really sorry. It may be hard for us from now on. But I'm gonna make it work out, somehow.
W: Are you okay?
H: Huh?
W: I mean, I know you must be feeling really down right now.
H: ..I'm okay. I'm really sorry.
W: It's good that you're okay. And you don't have to be sorry, after all you did your best. Don't worry, we'll make it through this together, somehow.

But you know, in real life, things won't go that way.

H: *serious* You know, I don't know how I should tell you this, but.. my investment failed. My savings are almost gone because I made a huge loss. I don't even know if we can pay the bills this month.
W: *shocked* OMG are you serious?! Seriously, how useless can you be? I told you not to invest in such risky stocks and see what happened when you didn't listen to me?
H: I know, but..
W: All this while I've been at home, cooking and cleaning for you, and I didn't even get to buy branded clothes or anything. And now what do I get in return? Debts!

...and they'll go on arguing, where the wife will lament on how ill her fate is and how she married the wrong guy, while the husband will go defensive and say that she doesn't understand how hard it has been for him, who's been doing what he can for the sake of the family.


Imagine another scenario between a father and son.

F: I went for the hospital for check-up yesterday, and the doctor said that there's a growing tumor in my body. It's malignant. He said that it might be hereditary.
S: *shocked* Are you gonna be okay? I mean, is it dangerous? Can the doctor cure it?
F: He said that it was detected at the early stage, so with proper treatment I'll be able to recover. But son, you should get yourself checked.
S: *relieved* Good to hear that. And I will get a check-up too, so you don't have to worry about me. Your health is more important.

But again, in real life, things might not go that way.

F: I went for the hospital for check-up yesterday, and the doctor said that there's a growing tumor in my body. It's malignant. He said that it might be hereditary.
S: *shocked* Really? Is it dangerous? Man, I'll go make an appointment with the doctor now. What if I also have it?

..or something like that.


Reality is sad.

David Cook - Come Back To Me

You say you got to go and find yourself
You say that you've become someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm there whenever you need me, I'll wait for you

[Chorus]
So I'll let you go I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you
Come back to me

Take your time I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I keep your things right where you left them I'll be here for you

[Chorus]

I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
When you find you
Come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul to bare
I can't fix you, I can't save you
It's something you have to do

[Chorus]

I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
When you find you
Come back to me

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I love the lyrics of this song; they are really sweet but realistically so ♥. I can't even pinpoint one single favourite line, 'cos I think that every line is beautifully written.

Let's start the Liar Game.

Daughtry - You Don't Belong

With time to kill and an empty tomb, I
always find a way to pass the time with you
Dark and smokey room
I can hardly stand the fumes
Telling me that you mean no harm, you
stand me up like a crutch, another arm
But only when I'm gone
Have I been away too long?

[Chorus]
You don't belong to me/ I think you lied to me
And with my back against this wall, its hard to be strong
You'd tell me anything/ Look what you've done to me
And still I tell myself that tomorrow you'll be long gone

Any given time or place, I
never will forget the disgrace on
your face so full of love
Will it ever be enough?
Ten feet tall and bullet proof, I
never thought that I had a thing to lose
Well it looks like after all
I'm gonna have to choose

[Chorus]

You help pass the time but I'm doing fine on my own
So there's no good reason why to live such a lie
Tell me have I been gone away too long?

[Chorus]

Long gone

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Fifth song off this album that I'm posting here. I just love the whole damn album, WHAT x).

Daughtry - What I Meant to Say

I woke up today sinkin' like the stones that you have thrown
Wounded by the same ole shots you take
It's easier to kick me when I'm low

And I just thought that you should know
I've been holding on while you've been letting go
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry but that's not what I meant to say

I'm strong enough to say
That I don't wanna take the high road now
So typical of you to walk away
When your perfect little world is burning down

And I just thought that you should know
I've been holding on while you've been letting go, can I be so bold?
'Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry, but that's not what I meant to say

What I really meant to say with every little breath I take
I'm not the only one who makes mistakes
Just think of all the ones you've made

And I just thought that you should know
I've been holding on while you've been letting go, can I be so bold?
'Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry, but that's not what I meant to say

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SONG OF THE MOMENT, RIGHT HERE.

not gonna be here for a while.

I'm really not gonna get married. Casual dating, anyone?

i can't.

I realised that I really can't act, lol. My brother said a few times before today that I should "hone my acting" 'cos I might just need to cry, like I did when my parents quarreled when I was in Primary School. At that time crying worked; I saw that they hesitated to continue arguing when they saw me crying and so I wailed even louder. But I'm not that little girl anymore. And I seriously can't act. No, to be frank, I don't want to. So pardon me, but you adults should resolve your issues like how adults should.

I'm having a bad premonition -.-. It's like, the calm before a storm, you know? That's why, my iPod is my best friend.

I hate acting. It makes me feel like a hypocrite. And I hate hypocrites. So no matter what happens, I'm gonna be me.

blogger's almost back to normal! x)

At least I can upload pictures now! :D

F.T Island - 꼭은 아니더라도 (Even If It's Not Necessary)

You don't have to but if by chance,
would you remember me?
I wasn't talented but I made you laugh for a little while

Although you wake up hurt from poor love
If there were no good memories,
you would remember it at least just once

[Chorus]
Would you remember me if you meet someone like me?
Would you remember me if you hear the song that we used to listen to?
Would you remember me if you meet someone with same name as me?
You don't have to but please remember me at least just once

How are you lately?
I ask about you
I wonder if you hear me
Even if you forgot already, could you remember me again?

If you were happy for just one moment
If I can be the reason for that
You will remember me at least just once

[Chorus]

I am different

I remember you without someone like you
I remember you whatever you do somewhere
I remember you without someone with same name as you
I remember you all the while I breathe

I am..

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I've been listening to this song more recently. I like the lyrics, especially the part after the last chorus. The whole song is just so sad, HAHA.

I am different

something is wrong.

I couldn't sleep last night. For the second time in my life. I think it's the exam jitters. So I drank half a cup of coffee (Sophial's; thanks :D) before the exam to ensure that I wouldn't fall asleep during the exam. After school I tried taking a nap, but I still couldn't sleep. And that's even after I played online games for 2 hours before I tried to take a nap, to make my eyes more tired. In fact, they're all red and tired now. But I still couldn't sleep. And I don't think it's the coffee. Something is wrong with me o__o.

don't look back on yesterday
'cos the time has been and gone