I have this nagging feeling that the good points about my personality change have been eroded away, leaving only a weird bitch of a personality behind. This is dangerous; if it goes on I'll turn into a real bitch. I'll try to stop this deformation =X.
I'll stop being delusional too.
EDIT:
I realised that my problem lies in my dependence on others. I've always thought that I'm quite independent, but truth to be told, I am not. Not at all. I rely on others a lot, even though I may try to hide that weakness of mine.
I've got to be more independent. I want to be stronger :).
