I surprised myself when I told my friends about it today. I guess they were just talking about it, and it sorta came out. I'm not so good at keeping secrets after all, haha. I'm glad that I did, though. It proves that I have really gotten over it.
I used to think it was just me and my easily-affected noob of a brain. In fact, that was what I repeatedly told myself in order to regain my neutrality towards that person, in view of his profession. If I was the only one affected, then that would really be the case. But now that I'm not the only one affected, the fault doesn't lie on me anymore. Yes, it's not just me, 'cos she doesn't have a noob of a brain. At least, I don't think she does. So in conclusion, you are the screwed-up one.
And I am glad that my level of self-awareness is so high that I could save myself. Looking back on my previous relevant blog posts, it took me a while. A long while.
I hope she isn't gonna fall into the pit.
Psst, I am being so obvious. Well. Whatever.
